Words just can’t describe
How I truly feel inside
I don’t think anyone would believe
How many tears I’ve cried

If only you could see
Deep down inside me
And then maybe you could see
What you’re doing to me

I thought I was finally ok
And I thought you were mine
I thought you would be there
When the sun didn’t shine

But now I know I was wrong
I’ve been wrong all along
Maybe I was never part of your life
And maybe I don’t belong

I have no one to depend on but myself
I need to still have hope
But now, without you in my life
I know it will be hard to cope

You really meant a lot to me
And I thought you liked me too
But now my heart has a hole
And I just feel cold and blue

You took a part of me
And now I’m stuck with all the rest
But of all the parts there are of me
You just had to get the best

I know one thing is certain
Never again will you enter my mind
But you did too much harm to me
And you were too unkind

I thought I had all I needed
When you were in my arms
I thought you would always be there
To hug away my harms

I scream out loud but nobody hears
I close my eyes and cover my ears
No one will help me stop my flowing tears
I’ve figured this out the hard way

I know someday I’ll love again
And I someday won’t have to scream
Someday I’ll be ok again
And someday I’ll learn to dream

I’ll try not to let this hard time
Forever try to tear me apart
I’ll try to stick to my gut
And follow my heart.